1861 AFTER THREE DAYS by Lewis Carroll şiElectronically Enhanced Text (c) Copyright 1996, World Library(R) DAK Upgraded Edition, Copyright 2000, DAK Industries 2000, Inc(R)şI {AFTER_THREE_DAYS AFTER THREE DAYS - ["Written after seeing Holman Hunt's picture, The Finding of Christ in the Temple."] - I STOOD within the gate Of a great temple, 'mid the living stream Of worshippers that thronged its regal state Fair-pictured in my dream. - Jewels and gold were there; And floors of marble lent a crystal sheen To body forth, as in a lower air, The wonders of the scene. - Such wild and lavish grace Had whispers in it of a coming doom; As richest flowers lie strown about the face Of her that waits the tomb. - The wisest of the land Had gathered there, three solemn trysting-days, For high debate: men stood on either hand {AFTER_THREE_DAYS ^line 20} To listen and to gaze. - The aged brows were bent, Bent to a frown, half thought, and half annoy, That all their stores of subtlest argument Were baffled by a boy. - In each averted face I marked but scorn and loathing, till mine eyes Fell upon one that stirred not in his place, Tranced in a dumb surprise. - Surely within his mind Strange thoughts are born, until he doubts the lore Of those old men, blind leaders of the blind, Whose kingdom is no more. - Surely he sees afar A day of death the stormy future brings; The crimson setting of the herald-star {AFTER_THREE_DAYS ^line 40} That led the Eastern kings. - Thus, as a sunless deep Mirrors the shining heights that crown the bay, So did my soul create anew in sleep The picture seen by day. - Gazers came and went- A restless hum of voices marked the spot- In varying shades of critic discontent Prating they knew not what. - "Where is the comely limb, The form attuned in every perfect part, The beauty that we should desire in him?" Ah! Fools and slow of heart! - Look into those deep eyes, Deep as the grave, and strong with love divine; Those tender, pure, and fathomless mysteries, {AFTER_THREE_DAYS ^line 60} That seem to pierce through thine. - Look into those deep eyes, Stirred to unrest by breath of coming strife, Until a longing in thy soul arise That this indeed were life: - That thou couldst find Him there, Bend at His sacred feet thy willing knee, And from thy heart pour out the passionate prayer, "Lord, let me follow Thee!" - But see the crowd divide: Mother and sire have found their lost one now: The gentle voice, that fain would seem to chide, Whispers, "Son, why hast thou"- - In tone of sad amaze- "Thus dealt with us, that art our dearest thing? Behold, thy sire and I, three weary days, {AFTER_THREE_DAYS ^line 80} Have sought thee sorrowing." - And I had stayed to hear The loving words, "How is it that ye sought?"- But that the sudden lark, with matins clear, Severed the links of thought. - Then over all there fell Shadow and silence; and my dream was fled, As fade the phantoms of a wizard's cell When the dark charm is said. - Yet, in the gathering light, I lay with half-shut eyes that would not wake, Lovingly clinging to the skirts of night For that sweet vision's sake. - Feb. 16, 1861. - - THE END